Inconsistent Man

It's been so long since I last wrote in this blog. What I learn is, maintaining consistency is absolutely hard.

There are things that I want to do. There are things in my plan for each day, for my future. But very few came into action. Writing in this blog is one of those things in my plan. This writing is a form of complaining towards myself.

One of the things that I had planned since long time ago is writing proposal for my final task in my college. But untill I publish this post, not a single letter have been writen.

Today, I will write the proposal. It's my comitment for today.. Just Do It!

Reflection

It's quite much past midnight now. I just finished browsing my Friendster friend list. The list contains names that I haven't met for long time. From their profile, I can see a glance of their life. Many of them are married now. Many of them have got descent job (some even work in prestigious companies). Some of them have reached the land beyond the border of this country (Indonesia).

I don't know what people think of them, but at least for me, they have quite an achievement. Right now, I feel like I have achieved nothing.

Seeing other people's life is like looking through a mirror. We can see our self better. We can even see our self from different angles. We can see things that should and should not exist in our self. Things we should have done.

When I asked the mirror this question "Have I done well in my life?" The mirror answered "No. You haven't".

It means, I still have a lot of works to be done.

Nice Little Happiness

When is the last time you feel happy? Do you remember when and what made you happy?

Happiness is not always made of big things. And big things doesn't guarantee your happiness. Sometimes small things make us happier than big things.

Yesterday, I felt so happy. It was a nice little happiness. My friend, Rahmat, gave granted me the little happiness. Maybe he didn't realize that he made me happy, I'm quite sure about that. He just said that he like my Blog. Just that. And he made me so happy at that time. I felt that it wasn't just a lip (keyboard) service.

I found that it is easy to make someone happy. Just tell him/her that you like something from him/her. And the most important part is that you tell the words from your heart

Step by step

Have you ever tried to jog? Well, I have. I've try to jog every day since four days ago.

I admit that jogging is quite exhausting, especially for non-sporty people like me. It require quite much stamina, and breath. In the first day I jog, I could only finish one lap, and it wasn't even a full lap. There were walking and running in the lap, while it supposed to be a whole-running lap. Even though it wasn't a whole running lap, I almost passed out. If I forced myself to do more lap, maybe I could make it. But what would happened if I forced myself to do more lap. The worst case was I ended up in hospital.

That's why it is important to do things step by step, little by little. Doing so get us use to the activities. Our body and mind will learn to endure the hardship. And finally we will break our limitation.

Today, the fourth day of my morning jogging, I could do three lap running, but there was still some walking in it. But I'm sure that in the future I will be able to do ten-lap running without walking.

Where is my Adsense?

My AdSense is gone. It's nowhere to be found in my blog. It's been several days for now. It had happened before, but after I re-attached the AdSense script to my blog, the ads reappeared in my blog. But now the Ads keep missing from my blog, even after I re-attach the AdSense script.

For Information, the Ads sometimes gone from the blog after I edit the layout of my blog. I've also found that the setting of the ads changed after I edit the layout.

If anyone know the solution of my problem, please share the knowledge. I will be very grateful.